Another day.

yo yo yo. holla at ya homeboy. lol. aight so today is what.. May 15th? yea yea, well that means next week is my birthday! yay right? haha. well yea actually for some reason, i dont get excited for my birthday. i know people usually do but my birthday s never go the way i want and so i'm let down every single year. i haven't had a successful or enjoyable birthday since 7th grade. thats been half my life already and i've learned to just let it pass by. its just another day. age is just a number and it just means were all getting older and closer to dieing. i'm not tryin to sound all emo but im just really discouraged from even trying to make it a big deal. maybe some time in the future, i'm proved wrong but for now, this is how it is. other than that, its my neighbor, Amenda's birthday so happy birthday to her. :]

so summers coming up. i've got class and i gotta work my ass off to get money. hopefully i can go somewhere this summer too. make it worth it. keyword: hopefully.
ok, have a good weekend and fuck finals. -_- Godspeed.

gahhdamnit.

what a bad ass day. i dunno what i did, and yea karma is a bitch, but whatever it was i did, my bad. today wasnt good at all and i hope tomorrow is better. so to recap on today's bullshit: wake up late, go through some bullshit i dont wanna talk about, never make it to class, find out i have a D, fall back asleep, wake up to find out i have 20 minutes to take a shower, shave, get ready, and drive to work before 4, get to work, slow as hell, make jack shit, eat q-pop chicken for dinner, get home, got to finish a paper, find a topic for my persuasive speech, get into an argument with my best friend, i gotta finish my paper, and now i'm on here writing a blog. yup. ok, really, its a lot longer than that and trust me, its bad but yea. haha. whatever. tomorrow i really gotta work on my astronomy presentation and hopefully that helps me out with my grades. i got a lot on my plate for the next couple weeks and i really dont want to slack off. lets just pray yea? aight well i've wasted enough time on this thing writing this small ass blog just to let you know today was whack. gotta get back to work. gnight.



P.S. i love you bestea.i really do. and thank you for putting up with my bullshit.

love, Miguel Antonio Nuestro

cant sleep for $#!%

what up what up?! how long has it been?? hahah. ok in all honestly its been almost 6 months and i have only one person to blame. i could say i've been busy and that i never have time to come on and write a sentence or two but in all reality, i've just been lazy. hahah. ok, not entirely true cuz i have been busy with school and work and life and facebook. since the last time i wrote on here, a lot has happened and a lot hasn't. we gotta start somewhere so..... lets start here.

So since spring classes started, i've been doing absolutely nothing but school 4 days a week, work 3-4 days a week and my photography thing on the side. i want to excel in all 3 of those things but i feel like i'm stuck in a rut in my life. ok school i know i need to finish, which i believe i'm actually progressing in, and work actually FINALLY made me a gotdamn server. i've been working for the chili's company for almost 18 months and i was suppose to be hired as a server from the get go but they had me go through host and to go and then finally server. when i moved back to Cali from Arizona, my manager said he would make me a server in a month or two. me being gullible and all, i said.. umm ok sure. this was in june of last year. they barely got me training in the beginning of april. yea i was mad that it took that damn long but at least i make a little more money now.

other than that, theres school of course, but... i dont want to bore you with that junk. photography on the other hand, i need to get together. i remember writing about the opportunity to shoot clubs/events/models/yada yada and its all great except i feel like my photos arent good enough. i want a better camera so i can produce better picture and the better pictures, the more clientele i can attract and the more money i'd make. i just need to make enough money to trade in my camera and buy a new one and i know things will start rolling in for me. i honestly love taking pictures and its a part of me now... its just an expensive hobby.

well yea... anyways on a lighter note, guess whats coming up?!?! my bday kneegah. yea thats right.. i'm really looking forward to doing it big kinda. haha. i have some decisions to make about what i'mma do cuz i mean i know what i wanna do but i have lovely and her homegirl coming up for that weekend so i gotta make it tourist friendly, if u catch my drift. ahahah. hmmm well i just hope all ends well and we successfully get fucked up.

aight then i think thats all i can come up with to babel about cuz i'm running on 2 1/2 hours of sleep and its 2:15am already. fuuuuuuuuckk. school at 920 and work at 4. excited.... not. plzkthx and have a good night.


P.S. good job rockets. Brooks, you're a little beast. keep killin them lakers.