been meaning to...

update this mug. i just always end up starting it and getting tired. dont get me wrong, im so tired right now, i had another sleepless night last night. dont ask me why, i just cant sleep. i actually slept for about 2 hours last night but i was having bad ass dreams and i woke up at 4am and couldn't go back to sleep. oh well..

so ill just talk about whatever comes into mind since im just sitting in class not doing anything. hmmm.. aight so i haven't written in about... iono.. a while but the one thing i remember wanting to talk about is.... hahaha. ummmm. shoes. not any type of shoes but girls shoes. ok so if anybody know, im a sucker for heals. to be more precise, stiletto heals. mmmmmm :] hahaha. i cant help but to love a girl in some stiletto heals. well lately ive been noticing a different attraction and its boots. im really getting use to girls wearing boots and sometimes i think it really sets off an outfit. not like ugs or whatever (those muffukas are still fugly) im talking about the skinny puss and boots type of deal. haha. so yea, i like em right..?? can it get any better?? oh yes it can. :] so take my 2 types of shoes for girls, stilettos and boots and bring em together, and what do you get????

MUTHA FUCKIN ANKLE BOOTS. hahahhah. no joke.. i think ankle boots are thee single most appealing thing a girl can wear that would set off an already good fit. it just gives the feel of boots yet shows the legs and the heals are a major plus. i dont know why this subject has been stuck in my mind since we went clubbing but ive seen girls this past weekend with some on and gahhhdamn... pheww... hahaha.

alright well i would type about my weekend but there was wayyyyyyy too much to write. lets just say it was eventful :] haha. im lookin forward to this weekend since my baby Cafferine Booty is comin into town. lol. lets make it worth Blogging about. OUT.

Hustlin' the kiddies

so seems like the new kick it spot every night till about 3am is kims house. haha. sorry kimbabe. well anyways, ive been goin back to the bowling alley the past couple days. i ended up squeezing in a couple games and i actually reached my old bowling average today. i started again and i was like damn i lost my touch but i walked away with 160 today which made me happy. another thing ive been doing at the alley is taking the little .25 cent knick knacks from the vending machine. i went up one day and noticed it was turned backwards and when i turned it back to normal, one fell out. so i kept turning it and more and more fell out. hahaha. oops. well so i took a shit load and told my lil brother to sell em to the little girls... and guess what?? DOLLA DOLLA BILL YALL! hahaha. gotta hustle some how. i ended up getting more tonight and i have 10 bucks worth to sell (sorry vending company).

In another note, my ass is goin to the Zoo tomorrow for Shanbeezy's bday tomorrow. im kinna excited but then i was told dinner waqs gunna cost 34 bucks a person.. can you say "one meal for the price of 3?!" hella fuckin expensive.. sorry hunnay, i aint that ballin'. well then after that im gunna go disco disco!! hahaha. i hate the place but shit... cant say no to some music and my feet a movin. i hella miss dancing all the time... fuck, i miss bein a kid. i hate responsibility and what not... but i know i gots to grow up so i attempt to attempt to do it.

aight well with that, i just gotta ask if all this photography stuff necessarily has to come with all the drama and anxiety?? i wanna keep going with it and i wanna make money but damn... too much judging and whatever. dont get me wrong, i love taking pictures, but it takes so much to make an amazing picture. what happened to "i like your pic" even tho it was taken with a point and shoot. now that i have a DSLR, it aint shit compared to everyone elses. -_- blah that shit. i do what i do and i love it.

kk well imma end it at this and ask you, is this shit crackin or not?? im kinna losing all hope in E-40. if people gotta ask if it slaps, then he's losin his touch.. am i right? or am i right? i kinna like it, bu tits gotta grow in me i guess.

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gloomy ass day

so last night i ended up sleeping at 6 in the morning and fucked up pretty bad. apparently i had a test in environmental science and i missed it. i was hella tired so i ended up sleeping till 230. -_- the weather didnt help me at all cuz i didnt see the sun all damn day. so i ended up staying in bed for a while after i woke up until my friend hit me up and told me to come over. i went over and we watched Forgetting Sarah Marshall. After watching that movie for the 10th time, i still find small random shit that i didnt spot before that makes me laugh. well im pretty hungry and i missed out on the FREE chipotle about a week ago and it sounds pretty bomb right now. Im in sweats and a sweater and were gunna go to the mall pretty soon so straight up bummin it today. This is a perfect example of why i hate winter and rain. i havent seen this kind of weather in a year and its taking a big toll on me right now.

Another thing thats running through my mind right now is where i would be right now if it was last year. today is the one year anniversary of me moving to Arizona. Exactly a year ago, i drove to Maricopa, Arizona to start a new life (that didnt last long). im not gunna lie, my house was hella nice but it was in the BOONIES. You basically had to drive 30 minutes to get to the main highway. well so much has happened in this last year and made a difference in my life but ill never forget my time in that hell hole called Maricopa. ahhah. im not gunna talk shit about all of AZ cuz some parts are actually coo like Phoenix. Well my mom told me my uncle is plannin to move there cuz my bootsy aunt took his daughters away from him to live with some dude in Scottsdale, AZ... sooo... im prolly gon go visit him for sure if he goes.

aight so imma go off and eat at Chipotle. get on this tomorrow i guess. kpeaslate.

update this mug

aight so i went from wanting to do this on a daily basis to not touching it for 2 months. hahaha. well a lot has happened since i last wrote on this muffuka. and shit i started writing this entry around 230 and i bounced out and i just got back and now its 415 in the morning so i have no energy to write but ill do it tomorrow. hopefully. haha. aight then. gnight world. keep me safe.

On that Nikon Bizz

so i dont even remember when i last updated this mug but i think i can recap the last couple days with my amazing memory. kk... so the farthest is goes is i think friday night... or wait.. thursday night... yeaa.... it was thursday night. so thursday night i end up goin to francis' house to drink up instead of goin to D&B's. we drink a couple beers and jim bean. we are kinda buzzed but were out of drink already so we end up going to Safeway to buy another handle. i hella had to go to the bathroom and there were 2 guys in the stalls so i went to the girls bathroom and abused it. hahah. so we walked out with a bottle of capt. mor. and we killed that shit quick. haha. francis, nguyen and i ended up walking to dennys at like 2 in the morn and met up with my bestea kimbabe. hahah nguyen was hella drunk and ended up yackin all over himself. i did the drunk thing and ordered "potachos" hahah. if you dont know what it is, its basically potato chips covered in shit ud put on nachos. lol. anyways, that night francis' sister saw that i had my Nikon and she offered me some shoot time with models and stuff to build up my portfolio so imma do that shit. hopefully i get into the whole club scene thing and them mos def models. lol.

well that story brings me up to today (the rest of the weekend consisted of a warehouse, alcohol, vomit, and rearranging my room). so today im gunna go ahead and buy my flash and diffuser for my camera. have a set-up so i dont look so amateur when it comes to taking pics. haha. if anyone can help me with gettin this shit together, id highly appreciate it.

i also currently have 23 hats. i need more. lol

hi bestea :)
today was fun and super duper HOTT.
lets go get mani&pedi's. mk bye <3

^kim... hahahaha.^

aight then. till next time. keep up. "thug life." :P

a semi success

so today was kinda ehh and more ehh. so i woke up around 1030 and sat around till it was time to go to class. i got to mission early and got a sweet ass parking spot right in front so i parked all racer status and shit and got to class early. once i got there i realized i didnt transfer my homework from my laptop to my usb so i had to walk back to my car to get my laptop and transfer the file. luckily i did the homework (oh and everyone was hella jockin when we critiqued it) haha. during the time the class was looking at that assignment, i did the homework i didnt do and turned it in. hahah. pimpin. so that class went hella good. after that i ended up goin to dandys and we went to the mall. i had me some Swagat and it was hella bombskis. we hella thought pineapple express was gunna have a midnight showing but it didnt. so then i got dandy to buy Soul Calibur IV and we played it until we ended up going to Iguana's to have some burritos. the games legit but it brought back my sweaty hands. i use to have this problem when i was a kid and now its back. it went away for a long while but when i play intense games like that, my hands get nasty.... and its staying that way. i hate it. hopefully it goes away soon. well yea i dont know what else to write about and this thing is useless anyways so yea. end of blog for now. peas nukka.

oh and fuck my life. i miss....

The beginningningning

this is the start of something great, something beautiful, something amazing.

sike. hahaha. i dont know why im doing this. prolly because i have nothing better to do and sometime i do have a lot on my mind so i tend to bottle things up since i don't necessarily know who to talk to. so from now on i might just blabber about random ass shit on here or do the traditional "i did this shit and that shit today" kind of blog. the last kind of blog i did was xanga and that was HELLA HELLA days ago. so if i sound like i dont know what im talking about, cut me a little slack and if my f.o.b. side starts showing in my typing, fuck you. haahha. jkjk.

well yea so imma start this thing of with a blog about something thats been on my mind for the past couple of days and im not gunna get too deep into the subject because i wanna figure it out a little better. but have you ever had someone in your dream that you didnt know but they keep appearing on your mind night after night?? its been 3 nights in a row for me and i have no idea who she is. hmm well if anyone knows an explanation for whats going on, lemme know plzkthx.

so yea school during the week and work during the weekend and any other time in between, chill time. hit me up. kkkkkkk??? enjoi dee blogs and this pic. late.